Thursday, December 25, 2014

Turning 27

26 December 2014

Dear Marciano,


Nanay is turning 27 tomorrow. When I was young, about ten or so I have pictured myself having you by this.time (I was bound to get married to my Prince Charming by 25 anyway). But you know, as I grew older, my thoughts about being married and knocked up by  25 disgusts me. I mean, how can I get married and have a family of my own when I haven't established my career yet? I haven't travel outside the country nor have my own house and car. At 25, I haven't even found the man I will marry yet. So imagine my surprise when I found out that I have you inside me. My world turns upside down so fast and so many times that it took me some time to cope up. You were the biggest surprise I ever had. I really wasn't prepared and have planned nothing yet on what direction I will go through. For a while, everything was a blur. I was like a dead fish going with the flow.