Dear Marciano,
NO EXPECTATIONS, NO DISAPPOINTMENTS.
I used to expect too much, way too much that it was not healthy anymore. For almost five years now, I have set my expectations too low, you know, just to save myself from disappointments and heartaches. Being disappointed is no fun, especially if it was brought by people you cared the most, the ones you thought you can always rely on. There are times that you'll doubt yourself. You will ask yourself why you're not worthy enough or if others even cared about you at least 1/10 of how much your care about them. As I've said, disappointment is no fun. I've been let down too many times by people I did not expect to, but I gotta move on and learn from it.
SOOOOOOOO... Imagine how full my heart was from the back to back to back surprises that I got for my 30th birthday.
WARNING : LONG POST AHEAD
