Showing posts with label letter to my son. Show all posts
Showing posts with label letter to my son. Show all posts

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Turning 27

26 December 2014

Dear Marciano,


Nanay is turning 27 tomorrow. When I was young, about ten or so I have pictured myself having you by this.time (I was bound to get married to my Prince Charming by 25 anyway). But you know, as I grew older, my thoughts about being married and knocked up by  25 disgusts me. I mean, how can I get married and have a family of my own when I haven't established my career yet? I haven't travel outside the country nor have my own house and car. At 25, I haven't even found the man I will marry yet. So imagine my surprise when I found out that I have you inside me. My world turns upside down so fast and so many times that it took me some time to cope up. You were the biggest surprise I ever had. I really wasn't prepared and have planned nothing yet on what direction I will go through. For a while, everything was a blur. I was like a dead fish going with the flow.